People never change. Once a liar always a liar. Once a two face bitch always a two face bitch . I just feel so stupid…. I’ve been living a lie for the past 18 years of my life. I almost got my car towed away tonight for parking at my grandma’s best friends (who recently passed away ) house. Her daughter called my mom accusing me for going to her house to party with my friends. Um bitch. Just because my family ain’t as rich as yours doest mean I have no respect. My family was always there for your mom… We took her out to eat every week. My dad was always on call for any emergency. I don’t crave for her fucking inheritance. I spent my time with her because I really liked her. I got home and got bitched at … What hurt me the most was that the person that I thought was perfect was just a fake… I had so much respect and it turns out to be a lie… We did so much for you not because we want anything in return… I just parked there for two hours because I couldnt find parking for the dance show… My parents were in a rush to send me to my aunts… Felt so shitty the whole time.. And I told my aunt… She told me it had been like this between our families for the past three generations. I don’t feel shitty anymore because I know it’s not my fault… If there was anything i did wrong… It was for believing that there are good people in this world. So fuck you. Yeah you may have all the fucking money in the world … But I’m the one who is sleeping peacefully at night because I know I did not do myself wrong.
A mask. Don’t we all wear one? We put on a good face so that people would like us. After a while, the mask becomes apart of us. It becomes so attached to our face that it is almost impossible to rip off. When its finally off , you realize you have nothing, you are nothing. It hurts to begin with, even so I feel so relieved. I’m not suffocating in the inside. I’m not pretending to be something I’m not.
If you ever feel like shit, seriously go grab some tea. I feel happy even though I’m doing hw.. LOL which makes no sense whatsoever. Oh i forgot to mention I have five projects…. Efffffff
Ais Kacang (by J2Kfm)
A dessert. Shaved ice with all sorts of toppings.
can i leave this hemisphere already ):